1. FUTURE
1.1. FULLY INDEPENDENT
1.1.1. I WOULD LIKE TO BE FULLY INDEPENDENT IN THE FUTURE
1.1.1.1. TO BE ABLE TO PAY MY OWN BILLS WITH MY OWN MONEY
1.1.1.2. TO BE RESPONSIBLE AND KNOW WHAT TO DO IN HARD SITUATIONS
1.1.1.3. TO BE ABLE TO HELP MY FAMILY OUT RATHER THAN THEM HELPING ME
1.1.1.4. TO NOT EXPECT PEOPLE TO HELP ME JUST BECAUSE I HELPED THEM
1.2. SOCIAL WORKER
1.2.1. I WANT TO WORK WITH KIDS AS A CAREER, I WANT TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE THEIR LIVES FOR THE BETTER
1.2.1.1. A GOAL OF MINE IN LIFE IS TO WORK WITH KIDS
1.2.1.2. TO BE ABLE TO HELP A CHILD IN NEED
1.2.1.3. TO BE THERE FOR THEM FOR ANYTHING
1.2.1.4. FOR THEM TO ALWAYS THINK TO COME TO ME IF THEY NEED HELP
1.3. HAPPY
1.3.1. EMOTIONALLY, PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY I WOULD LIKE TO BE HAPPY FOR MYSELF
1.3.1.1. EMOTIONALLY, I WOULD LIKE TO BE ABLE TO COPE WITH MY FEELINGS A BETTER WAY
1.3.1.2. PHYSICALLY, I WOULD LIKE TO BE ABLE TO LOOK AT MYSELF AND BE HAPPY WITH WHAT I SEE
1.3.1.3. MENTALLY, I WOULD LIKE FOR MYSELF TO LEARN HOW TO NOT BE SO HARD ON MYSELF AND BE ABLE TO HELP MYSELF OUT WHEN MY THOUGHTS ARE TOO MUCH
1.3.1.4. TO BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY IS A BIG GOAL OF MINE, GOOD DAYS TO OUTWEIGH THE SAD DAYS
1.4. CONTENT
1.4.1. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO STAND BACK AND LOOK AT MY LIFE AND KNOW THAT THIS IS ALL I NEED AND I AM NOT MISSING ANYTHING
1.4.1.1. I FEEL LIKE BEING ABLE TO DO THIS WOULD BE THE MOST ACCOMPLISHING FEELING IN THE WORLD
1.4.1.2. TO BE PROUD OF MYSELF AND WHAT I DID WITH MY LIFE
1.4.1.3. TO NOT HAVE ANY REGRETS OF ANY CHOICES I MADE ALONG THE PATH OF GROWING UP
1.4.1.4. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO HOLD MY FAMILY AND KNOW I'VE DONE EVERYTHING I CAN TO LEAD ME UP TO THIS POINT IN LIFE
2. NOT AS DEPENDENT ON OTHERS, LEARNING TO BE ON MY OWN
2.1. GETTING A JOB
2.2. GETTING TO PLACES ON MY OWN
2.3. CLEANING UP AFTER MYSELF AND OTHERS
3. PAST
3.1. DEPENDENT ON OTHERS
3.1.1. NEVER TRIED TO DO ANYTHING ON MY OWN
3.1.1.1. ALWAYS ASKED PEOPLE TO DO THINGS FOR ME
3.1.1.2. SOMEHOW ALWAYS GOT OUT OF DOING THINGS
3.1.1.3. ALWAYS GOT MY WAY
3.1.1.4. GOT UPSET WHENEVER NO ONE HELPED ME
3.2. CHILDISH
3.2.1. NEVER TOOK ANYTHING SERIOUS
3.2.1.1. WOULD NOT LISTEN TO MY PARENTS WHEN THEY WERE TALKING TO ME, IN THROUGH ONE EAR OUT THE OTHER
3.2.1.2. I WOULD NEVER TAKE CONSEQUENCES SERIOUSLY
3.2.1.3. BELIEVED THAT SINCE I WAS THE YOUNGEST MY MOM WOULD BE ABLE TO SAVE ME FROM GETTING IN TROUBLE
3.2.1.4. LAUGHED AT EVERYTHING, IT IS HOW I COPE WITH EMOTIONS
3.3. UNGRATEFUL
3.3.1. WAS NEVER GRATEFUL OF WHAT WAS GIVEN TO ME
3.3.1.1. TOOK WHAT MY PARENTS GAVE ME FOR GRANTED
3.3.1.2. ALWAYS WANTED MORE
3.3.1.3. I WOULD THROW A FIT WHEN SOMETHING WASN'T EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED
3.3.1.4. ALWAYS WANTED A LOT OF TOYS, NEVER ACTUALLY NEEDED THEM
3.4. SCARED OF EVERYTHING
3.4.1. I WAS SCARED OF THE DARK, BEING ALONE, SLEEPING ALONE AND THE WORLD IN GENERAL.
3.4.1.1. COULD NOT SLEEP ALONE
3.4.1.2. SCARED OF EARTHQUAKES AND ALL NATURAL DISASTERS
3.4.1.3. HAD AN IRRATIONAL FEAR OF WALKING PAST WINDOWS AT NIGHT TIME
3.4.1.4. COULD NEVER BE ALONE
4. PRESENT
4.1. LEARNING HOW TO BE MORE INDEPENDENT
4.2. GRATEFUL
4.2.1. GRATEFUL FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY MY PARENTS.
4.2.1.1. I ALWAYS SAY THANK YOU AND I AM VERY RESPECTFUL TO MY PARENTS AND FAMILY
4.2.1.2. I KNOW AND AM MORE AWARE OF HOW HARD MY PARENTS WORK TO PROVIDE FOR US AND I AM FOREVER IN DEBT TO THEM, THE LEAST I CAN DO IS BE GRATEFUL FOR THEM.
4.2.1.3. I NEVER TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED
4.3. RATIONAL
4.3.1. NOT SCARED OF SMALL THINGS ANYMORE AND THAT THE WORLD ISNT AS SCARY AS I THOUGHT IT ONCE WAS
4.3.1.1. IVE LEARNED TO COPE WITH MY FEARS, MY FEARS WOULD MANIFEST IN MY HEAD AND CAUSE ME TO NOT SLEEP
4.3.1.2. I KNOW MOST OF MY FEARS ARE NOT REAL AND IM OVERTHINKING
4.3.1.3. I USED TO BE SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT MY PARENTS BECAUSE I THOUGHT A EARTHQUAKE WOULD HAPPEN. IT NEVER HAPPENED. NOW I GO OUT WITHOUT MY PARENTS WITHOUT STRESS.
4.4. LOVING AND UNDERSTANDING
4.4.1. USED TO BE A BULLY TO MY SIBLINGS, NOW IM GRATEFUL FOR THEM AND I LOVE ALL OF THEM
4.4.1.1. I WOULD NOT BE WHO I AM TODAY IF IT WASNT FOR MY SIBLINGS
4.4.1.2. I AM MORE AWARE OF WHAT I SAY OR DO TO MY SIBLINGS.
4.4.1.3. I PROBABLY LOVE MY SIBLINGS MORE THEN THEY LOVE ME NOW
4.4.1.4. I TREAT EVERYONE THAT I LOVE WITH RESPECT