Create your own awesome maps

Even on the go

with our free apps for iPhone, iPad and Android

Get Started

Already have an account?
Log In

I love my mom. by Mind Map: I love my mom.
0.0 stars - reviews range from 0 to 5

I love my mom.

What is the fear behind loving my mom?

Fear of losing my mom.

What will happen if I lose my mom?, Fear of having an unstable financial life., What will happen if I don't have a stable financial life?, I will become homeless., What will happen if I become homeless?, I won't be able to survive effectively., What will happen if I won't be able to survive effectively?, I will die., What will happen if I die?, I will not exist, What will happen if I no longer exist?, Nothing.... the world will still be here. So within this, I created a fear of having a stable financial life because I channeled that 'stability' within and around my mom. I can assist and support myself to develop actual financial stability for all in an Equal Money System -- where the fear of losing money will cease to exist., Part of my past will be gone forever., What parts of my past will be gone?, When and as I looked at the picture of my mom at 18 years old holding me when I was a baby -- the 'value' of that picture will be gone., What are the positive points that play-out in this?, I have a lineage that I defined as me, and within that is a 'stability' of who I am as a 'personality'. So my mom holding me in her arms when I was young symbolizes stability within my personality design that I connected to and as 'life'., What are the negative points that play-out in this?, I won't be able to 'reference' that picture anymore, and my stability of my lineage will 'collapse', What will happen if I am no longer able to 'reference' the picture of my mom at 18 years old holding me when I was a baby?, I won't know who I am -- from the perspective of my lineage. I won't be able to 'trace back' the elements / parts of me that existed within and as my family., What will happen if I won't be able to 'trace back' the elements / parts of me that existed within and as my family?, I will be lost as a human., What will happen if I become lost as a human?, I won't be able to effectively live / survive in this world., What will happen if I'm not able to effectively live / survive in this world?, I will eventually die., What'll happen if I die?, I will no longer exist., What'll happen if I no longer exist?, Nothing really.... everything will still be here which means that I could've lived my life not depending on my family lineage to define who I am., The value of my childhood years growing up, What are the positive points that play-out in this?, Being a child -- growing up and not having to worry about money, What are the negative points that play-out in this?, I wouldn't have my mom to look at to remind me of my childhood years, and my identity as the 'child' character, and no mom to bring me into a comfortability based on my memories when and as I didn't have to work, but just be lazy, play games, and do nothing for the rest of the day., What would happen if I didn't have a mom to look at to remind me of my childhood years, and my identity as the 'child' character, and no mom to bring me into a comfortability based on my memories when and as I didn't have to work, but just be lazy, play games, and do nothing for the rest of the day?, I wouldn't be able to remind myself of my childhood years, and my identity as the 'child' character, and no mom to bring me into a comfortability within my memories -- within not having to work, but just be lazy, play games, and do nothing for the rest of the day., What will happen if I can't I remind myself of my childhood years, and my identity as the 'child' character, and what if I can't remind myself of / as having a mom to bring me into a comfortability within my memories?, I would be forced to face what is 'here', What will happen to me if I am forced to face what it 'here'?, All of my fears will come up about what is 'here', and I am afraid to know what I have become. So what I would have 'become' might 'possess' me., What will happen if those very thoughts, feelings, emotions, perceptions, ideas, beliefs, etc. came up about how I 'feel' now?, I probably wouldn't know how to face them., What will happen if I don't know how to face myself within this?, I won't know how to deal with situations., What will happen if I do not know how to deal with situations?, I will be 'lost'., What will happen if I am 'lost'?, I will not have an effective life., What will happen if I don't have an effective life?, Fear of death, What will happen if I die?, I don't know what will happen, but it's that fear of not existing...., What will happen if I no longer exist?, I don't know what will happen., What will happen to everyone else if I don't know what will happen?, Nothing.... I will just be gone. So within this, I only considered me, and not anyone else. I could've constructed my life in a way where I don't have to fear what'll happen if I don't know how to deal with situations. Because that very fear is engineered by wanting to keep my 'childhood' character in my life -- as a part of me -- which is not best for all if I have a fear of losing that which I engineered myself to want to be -- because that very 'character' that I want to be only exist in so many dimensions as self-interest, and does not operate within the context of what is best for all on this Earth., I might go to jail., Why do I fear going to jail?, One time, I was a a pet store, and was trying to enter into it, but the store was closed. Instead of leaving, I started reacting because when and as I was giving a signal as a way of confirming that the store was closed, I felt as if I didn't get a good enough signal back, and thus, felt 'ignored'. The main reason that I reacted to this was because the people that I was giving a signal to were two teenage to adult-looking Caucasian females in which I saw / judged attractive Caucasian females, in general to be 'more than me' because I felt as if I was always ignored by them which I interpreted as having lack of intelligence. So they eventually called the cops, and the police came. When and as the police came, I experienced a sudden fear of going to jail., What will happen if I go to jail?, I might get beat up., What will happen if I get beat up?, My physical body won't be able to withstand the wounds., What will happen if my physical body won't be able to withstand the wounds?, My body would be able to still survive; I should still be okay., Someone might get a shank and stab me., What will happen if I get stabbed by a shank?, I might die., What will happen if I die?, I won't exist anymore., What will happen if I don't exist anymore?, Nothing.... the world will still be here. So within this, I created a fear of going to jail because I didn't face my fears about what is 'here', but instead, wanted to exist within and as an identity as the 'child' character, to remain in a certain kind of comfortability of not having to work, but simply being lazy, and doing what I want instead of not considering 'reality', so I would 'force' myself into reality through jail / jail time., I might be there for a while., What will happen if I am in jail for a while?, I will miss out on life., What will happen if I miss out on life?, Nothing, I will just miss out on life, but there's a fear of having to learn what I missed., What will happen if I miss some of life's experiences?, I won't have an effective life., What will happen if I don't have an effective life?, I will not know hot to be effectively directive in my life., What will happen if I'm not effectively directive in my life?, I will end up getting hurt or dying if I'm not effectively directive., What will happen if I die?, I won't exist anymore., What will happen if I don't exist anymore?, Nothing.... the world will still be here. So within this, I created a fear of going to jail because I didn't face my fears about what is 'here', but instead, wanted to exist within and as an identity as the 'child' character, to remain in a certain kind of comfortability of not having to work, but simply being lazy, and doing what I want instead of not considering 'reality', so I would 'force' myself into reality through jail / jail time., I might get raped., What will happen if I get raped?, I might catch a disease., What will happen if I catch a disease?, I might die., What will happen if I die?, I won't exist anymore., What will happen if I don't exist anymore?, Nothing.... the world will still be here. So within this, I created a fear of going to jail because I didn't face my fears about what is 'here', but instead, wanted to exist within and as an identity as the 'child' character, to remain in a certain kind of comfortability of not having to work, but simply being lazy, and doing what I want instead of not considering 'reality', so I would 'force' myself into reality through jail / jail time., The value of the development of my personality as a child into an adult, What are the positive points that play-out in this?, I will be a 'stable' adult knowing who I am., What are the negative points that play-out in this?, I would lose my personality as a child, as I defined the personality that I developed as a child my 'stable point' of and as who I am now; I would lose my personality identity., What will happen if I lose my personality identity?, I won't know who I am in relation to the world., What will happen if I don't know who I am in relation to the world?, I won't have an effective life / not know how to effectively survive., What will happen if I don't have an effective life / not know how to effectively survive?, I might die sooner., What will happen if I die?, I will no longer exist., What will happen if I no longer exist?, Nothing really.... The rest of the world will still be around. What I could've done in my life is -- instead of fearing to 'lose' my personality that I created / developed as a child, should've simply lived 'here' as who I am in every moment of breath -- meaning that instead of depending on the 'past experiences' to create / structure the definition of who I am, simply lived 'here' breath-by-breath., I will have to find out how my brothers will be taken care of., What will happen if I can't find out how my brothers will be taken care of?, I have to take care of them., What will happen if I have to take care of my brothers?, It'll cost more money to take care of them., Why do I not want to spend extra money to take care of them?, I will lose my 'grip' of my finances for having a 'stable' life., What will happen if I lose my 'grip' of my finances for a 'stable' life?, I will have to settle for less., Why do I not want to settle for less?, Because that makes life harder., Why do I not want a harder life?, Because I will then have to find out additional ways to survive., Why do I have an aversion to find out additional ways to survive?, Because when I have to find out, I am losing my 'grip' of life., What'll happen if I lose my 'grip' on life?, I won't be able to have an effective life., What'll happen if I do not have an effective life?, I won't be able to take care of myself effectively when it comes to finances and health., What'll happen if I won't be able to take care of myself effectively when it comes to finances and health?, I will eventually die faster., What'll happen when I die faster?, I don't know, but I will no longer exist as the person that I created myself to be in this world., What'll happen if I can't create myself to be how I want anymore?, I will be lost., What'll happen if I become lost?, I won't know how to live., What'll happen if I don't know how to live?, Nothing really.... I just won't know how to live., What'll happen if I don't know how to live?, Nothing.... I just have to simply live 'here' -- equal and one with all here in this world. So instead of existing in self-interest and greed, I could assist my brothers in and as their life / living to teach them how to have an effective life as an 'equal' -- rather than only trying to make my life better out of fear and self-interest.